I know you feel afraid and uncomfortable. You thought change would feel glamorous and exciting, and instead you’re confused and feeling a little stupid. You knew things couldn’t stay the same, but now you’re doubting whether shaking things up was worth it.
You want more, but believe that you’re not supposed to want more. You know the only way through is to talk yourself through, one step at a time, kindly. Change is hard, but you have to keep trying, allowing yourself to be vulnerable, allowing yourself to fail even. Just keep moving forward, keep learning, and trust.